She against the world
way back when her name was tarnished
From to her attempts to Beguile an Adonis,
In a state of Catharsis -
Running from humankind and its harshness
She remain compelling as southern civil rights marches
Eventhough she hated her nostrils
Eyes, lips, ears, hairs plus the shit she wears at the office
She watches
Colleagues and plagerizes ….
She hits the plastic serugeans office
To double up on them nockers
Drop dead,
Gorgeous
Dat counterfiet booties preposterous
Make them white boys stare as she stands in line at jamba juice
Esperanza young and agnositc
she stunting and bossing
Nuting crosess
Her noggin
Now that the titties on point like trojan archers
(side note) she say all them bigwords I use are disorienting
I chuckle ignore her then continue on with my story telling
Where was I??
She against the world
she safari hunting for more opinions
But her self image stay sinking
Stay drinking
At the club swallowing pick up lines
from the unsmooth amd rhythmic
A story of beauty bartering virtous for something delinquent
shave down her chin tummy tuck
dem dem b cups double up
Work the cheek bone then butter up
Its never enough enough
Addicted to polaroids like opioids
Dont spill that insecurity all over my cotoroids
You dont know the boy
Home girl gave her a tip
Botox! puff up ya lip
Bet you look better while sucking a dick
If not you look good instargam pics
Esperanza staring at the mirror as she beign to vanish
This hunger my be born from passions her ex held captive
that will explain why her smile is slightly slanted
Or why the gorgeous has her flabbergasted gasted
No she fat
Low carb
No money no prob
No God
So hard
Go far
Roll call
Stone heart
So sharp
You use to be my road dog
Now you gone too far
Too far
Let the ink melt
its just something I felt
Esperanza to fall in love with her self
She became sombody else
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