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undisturbed...while yet frantic and blind, surrounded by clowns..frantic while blind around clowns ,and yet undisturbingly lonely in this dark world..up and down.. round and round I look desperately searching for anything that could shed a lil light on this dark place I have found myself n ..as I continue to suffer alone.. suffocating and suffering immensely internally in the dark with clowns..while they can see the light, breath stress free,and b among each other how they see fit..bkuz they built for it..I always knew how to listen..I learned to b calm and have patients...so then I sat...and listened to the clowns talk amongst them selves..And then I heard it.. I realized what I was missing the whole time...I am the light..to bright to see myself but yet bright enough for the world to see...I feel as if I can breath now..I believe I was holding my breath tryna avoid all contact.. social, mental, physical..kuz Lord knows once Yu get some of that laughing gas ain't no kummn bak🤔
©Archie Fle
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