People don't get me
They think I'm a quiet person
I'm not
people judge me
everyday
I go to school with a smile on my face
tell jokes
make people laugh and smile
I encourage others
to love them selves
when I don't even love myself
I believe in everyone
when I don't believe In myself
there's times
where I want to disappear
where I'm tired of anxiety
deppresion and
panic attacks
I'm always there for everyone
always listening
always responding
but when I try to tell
what's wrong with myself
no one pays any attention
People use me
cause I'm nice
people always goes to me for answers
because I'm smart
I know I'm short
I know my last name is hurt
I may act like everything is okay
show no emotions from my promblems
When i get home
I wish apon a star
to bring me back to life
Most of you don't know me well
or don't know me at all
But can tell
I'm not completely fine
When I text someone
They don't answer
When someone texts me
I always reply
I'm loyal
trustworthy
Honest
And always there
I will always listen to u
And for whom ever u r
I don't care
if I know u or not
I will still die and kill for u
and listen
I may sound like a pushover
or a sucker
I'm not I'm just nice
people never give me credit
they give others
the credit
I'm not very confident
judgement doesn't help
this may me long
but at least it's the truth.
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