everything

the alley was where I lost you, I hurt you I got that, I wish I knew how to say sorry in that moment, because just before, we were laughing at everything, I’m sure if we watched paint dry we would laugh, we saw everything and couldn’t help ourselves. Now I see you in everything, I’ve been told I go back to that moment to much, I always guide my mind there, not to the parts where we had the best times but to the part where we broke, in my head I switched words I said, I switched my actions. But nothing changed, in the end you still moved away, even if I didn’t hurt you you still would have left, and that was something I couldn’t control, But what I could control was ending our fate with a moment we’d look back on and smile, I don’t know why I didn’t.