when ever I think it just brings back the pain thinking of what use to be im living a lie dieing inside thinking about you and me how could something with so much hope go so broke at times seemed like we were living in a fantasy but you were on games and had no shame maybe that's why you ran off with him you said he was just a friend i should have known then things wernt like they were supposed to be wile im at work working late your having your cake in a bed that we both share that just aint fair how could you do such a thing you had my world even had our baby girl for you two I would do anything but you had other planes that invalved another man I cant say I didnt see it coming I was so blind with love never wanted to give this up but the lies a lier tell I know them to well now my hearts out my chest i find it hard to pick it up but yet your so free im still on bended knee trying to convince myself of everthing what it shoulda woulda coulda been i guess lust wins again my worlds upside down my sky is now the ground the clouds are not around the sun has gone down theres coldness all around me stop trying to be a friend feelings never end all the things we did how could you forget I need more prayer then Sunday morning...
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