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Evil Or Me?

I got what i want but no happiness in me 
I think I'm stucked in materialistic love 
Everybody want happiness from me but  i can't give them 
I don't have it how can i give them? 
I make things worse to worst 
I can't take anymore broken things in me 
I will fight until i get freedom but i don't know what is freedom 
I need happiness which will give me peace of mind 
I know God heals but I'm too lazy to share it with him. 
My smile was used to hide my pain 
I need God but didn't know how to approach him. 
God come to me and heal me
 because my mind is playing with me 
Is it evil or me? 
I don't know if it is evil remove it 
If it is me don't replace me, change me. 
©de_nny