all of my demons are messing with me, call me a loser like I'm destined to be, I can't wait for the day that I'm finally free, with all this depression I struggle to breath, I hold it inside cuz no one believes that I'm on the edge I just wanna be free
my father, an alcoholic just like his dad, hid all his pain in a bottle of Jack, he did some bad things that he can not take back, broke a few hearts and left some big cracks, then got high on Cristal and knocked a few back
I'm scared that I'll turn out just like my dad, not understanding what's good or bad, drown all my problems and hold that shit back, spend my life in prison and make my kids sad, get a tattoo of a rebel by some guy named Brad, I know I can't change and it makes me so mad
I don't wanna live that life, lose my gets and my wife, always full of pain and strife or cut myself with a rusty knife, I just wanna be happy is that to much to ask? to live my life without kissing the flask? I'm afraid to keep going, I don't wanna wear that mask, doing it on my own is to hard a task
please help me get through this, I'm afraid to be alone, if I have to I'll end it I'll break every bone, there might be a day when I don't answer the phone, don't bother leaving a message cuz there's nothing after the tone
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