Scopus meus excelsior est
Just put me to the test
Yesterday may have went west
With focus a mere jest
And i want to blame it on distress
Yet that would be incorrect
But before your wit analysis
Give my history a check
See my beginning was immaculate
I was smitten with success
Then came the malajustment
And inexplicable mental mess
Diagnosed with indefinite illness
Constantly fighting cognitive health
I get demented and underexceed myself
Transiently I am lifted from my self lament
With the same cognizant consciousness
That humanity holds inevitable defect
And if i wish to change my state to a more pleasurable predicament
It will not be to see things as better or inadequate
But to repremind humanities infinite ability to choose otherwise with constructive intent
Without the reguard of judgement exterior or within
Happiness results in my own construction of that unbound decision of autonomy
With that, excelsior is simple to reach
And my ambitions correspond with peripheries I shall always exceed
Fathom my panorama, accompany my expertise
Embrace your self fidelity and you too shall see
Scopus meus excelsior est
Forever to be
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