Executive Decisions.
I feel the stress roll in, as it courses through my veins.
Pushing out what morals I have, driving me nearly insane.
My eyes can't seem to focus, almost as if I'm losing sight.
Forgiving my emotions loosely, as I struggle to win this fight.
I'm beaten down and stricken, my heart feels the constant strain.
My body aches from exhaustion, an all too familiar kind of pain.
These phones I own, they rattle; like the tail of a pissed off snake.
Which leaves me in turn rattled, the shock to my nerves I just can't shake.
What will it take to end this, the constant and looming feeling of despair?
Would I follow through with the action items, can I even pretend to care?
Life was so much simpler and honestly not all that long ago.
But my sanity was purchased for six figures and the stress is taking its toll.
©jarnmarr
J