My heart racing
My mind exhausted
Thoughts eating my sleep
But why go through all this
Convincing myself am loved
Searching for every possible way
To say they are right
But it doesn't make sense
I would rather disappear
Far away from so called blood
Around but feel invisible
My life is not actually mine
Would like to start my life
For I haven't been me
But who they wanted me to be
But how can i?
©ladywound
L