You can't do it..
you can't do it........
your never gonna do it......
resounding echoes I hear in my head each time my eyes closed in fear...
chants of fear my heart has learnt to sing each time..
sometimes I even look forward to hearing them each day I wake up looking lost...
l cant blame you each and every single day I breathe
But I can curse you if I try harder....
l cant keep wishing he was given a chance each time I failed..
am the one who is breathing and him..
he is gone far..far away free from worries for eternity..
forever asleep.....
funny how I made death seem beautiful just for him though
lt seems like my being is locked in therefore I am unoticed like a lingering Shadow..
l have become perfect in faking my emotions and feelings I even listen to my self laugh and act normal while i try hard to believe my story
Hidden deep within the darkest tunnel of my sour and numb heart
l know am gonna fade into the darkness
one day and no one gonna find me or know
l existed..........
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©francisca
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