-At the beginning..
there was me and u.
At the end of the day...
just us two.
Don't want to pretend....
don't want to lie.
Can't stop hurting...
Deep inside.
-If you hear voices....
in your head.
Just keep calm...
so they don't spread.
Don't take chances...
you can avoid.
Because that's why....
you get paranoid.
-All I wanna do is...
to break free.
From this cage.....
Inside of me.
With These demons...
in my heart.
They're Clearly tearing
me apart.
-Feeling sad, lost and confused....
hopeless and makes me regret.
Just like my fears that come true....
with every chance that they get
My dreams become nightmares.....
and the nightmares become real....
Can't stop these thoughts from hurting.....
Don't know how to make them heal.
Just want it to stop......
want it to end.
It's far from my Knowledge......
so I can't comprehend.
I know I'm an adult.....
even if I dont wanna be.
There were times where I wished......
that I could be set free.
Just like Peter Pan,......
who didn't grow up.
Just want to runaway,...
hide and cover up.
To wonder, walk....
run and fly.
Spread my wings...
and take to the sky.
The sounds of kindness....
and generosity.
Calms my nerves.....
helps with my anxiety.
Breathe in and out...
not fast but slowly.
They are here...Listen there...
not far but closely.
Parents say what i need..
but I know it's just not true.
I dont need counseling or therapy.
All I need is support from you.
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