My eyes used to twinkle like shooting stars,
My mouth would sing and warm so many hearts.
But now I just stare lifeless and numb,
I don't even cry or scream or run.
My voice is silent and my smile is gone,
Tell me what I did how was this done?
Then I stare in a mirror and the answers come back,
The girl that I was died sometime back.
A broken heart and shattered soul,
The cause of death deep inside,
Of this girl I used to know.
Alone and abandoned,
With no will to live.
Each day just a sentence of more imprisonment.
Am I suicidal?..
The answer is no,
But if I had a choice between living and death,
I would leave in a heartbeat,
I would just go.
You may be wondering what brought on these thoughts,
If you read closer I explained it so well,
But incase you missed it again I will tell.
Heartbreak, misery, pain, shattered soul,
these are the reasons my life feels like hell.
©lollasmith
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