Strike out the sun
Winter's begun
Bringing the death of desire
Shatter the seal
The horsemen of doom ride again
Embrace the end
As we descend
Deeper into the fire
The pain that I feel
The nightmare is still reeling me in.
Grasping, crawling, clinging to life
Holding on to illusions
Tearing, feeding, tasting the blood
As we savor the killing
Unleashed upon the shores (rain of terror)
The latent power unveiled
A cruel reminder (of our weakness)
Feeling a sting down inside of me
No Single path I can see,
Emptiness devours me
Throw away my dreams
Cowardice, deception and vanity
Fuels the destruction of our souls
Cannot defend lies without end
I'll smash you trend living to be free
Cannot defend lies without end
I will pretend NO MORE!
Memories keep calling
Deeper into fear I'm falling
Lost within my mind
it haunts me for so long
Trapped beneath the glass
Never a shadow cast
Lost within the struggle
Never felt so much alive
Giving into the rapture
Dont care if I survive.
The echoes creep into my dreams.
Torn, I awake from sleep.
From an Unholy nightmare of savagery.
THIS CAN NOT BE!
The cold soaks in through the pain.
Frantically replaying the days.
Seeing it all ! Heeding the call !
Lost ! Without hoping to be found.
A willing exile, I turn away.
I'd rather face the endless silence.
Then give in to the
hopeless fear of today.
Visions of an ashe choked sky.
Death's swift hand in disguise.
Awaiting the final call.
No use hesitating.
Are we Fearful of how dark has grown?
The emptiness surrounds.
WE WILL NOT BELIEVE.
I Refuse to think I'm on my own.
A forsaken CAST OUT?
We trust in the lies
that hold us bound.
These twisted values lead us astray.
To disgrace the world with violence.
Leaving bitterness despair and decay.
I'd never leave, but fate
has come to silence me
Darkness is all I see.
I cannot seem to reach my true self.
And soon the earth will cover me.
It's become so hard to breathe.
Darkness is all that I see.
(Forever is waiting)
The final steps I'm taking.
The sorrow builds with every passing.
.
Another scar for the unchosen son.
The ungodly one.
How can I Purge this
venom from my veins?
Such a sweet suicide
Drags me in and flips the switch.
All I wanted to do is
Kill the pain and sorrow.
In a world with buried truth
killing the happiness in us all.
Can you hear the laughter.
Coming from our grave?
We can never hope to breathe
In this misery.
Full speed with blinders on.
Never stopping to see the horror.
The handsome mask of the devil.
The lure of the cross!
Of the dark! We violate the
sacred with our greed.
Prey upon people's misery and needs.
With our greed, With your greed!
I am the heir of a damned kingdom.
Born into a life of regret.
Searching for a promise
That's never been kept.
Searching for the promise of salvation.
Overwhelmed by the tides of our despair. Been pulled deep into a dark chasm
By the grip of our desire.
THE GRIP OF OUR DESIRE.
Must escape the weight
of this depression.
The choices that lead us to dismay.
Who would save those
who condemn themselves?
CRIPPLE! Cripple your own savior.
The failure, The failure of the devout.
A twisted conspiracy unwinds
As the government denies
Lost children pay the price
Suffocated by their lies
HuMankind, forever be
Bound, and gagged
Mechanically possessed,
placed under control
They keep us marching
Of time gone by and of feelings
that I'll never know
Pain believed, but never shared
has left me damaged here.
My wounds will bleed anew,
I am now exposed, Reaching out,
reaching in the pain that grips me
holds me tight in crushed embrace
Holding out, holding out,
trying to protect me from what I fear
Alone and safe inside
Without worry, with out knowing
who's Been cast aside
(In the Darkened shroud of morning)
We must end this wicked game
Empty life of relentless shame
We have become
what we once most feared
The brilliance of the light's
been dulled to grey
Denying our souls
of the most noble truths
Trapped within Drowning
ourselves in a world of lies.
Wandering lost, until the soul dies.
Perceptions been tainted
by your lack of free will
Inner strength will always (never falter)
Overpower your neglect
Turn your back on us (the abandoned)
And we will rise alone
Stranded and forgotten
A blind eye turns away
Another failure for the fool
(Submerge the image)
The spirit shines through
the deepest of waters
Set in motion a final sacrifice.
Change begun in the
name of righteousness.
Infiltrated by greed, lust, and hatred.
Once more corrupted
by the hands of humanity.
Being pulled into a deep chasm.
Forever be searching foward
Nothing remains left behind
Forever be clawing foward
Continuance of the line
Writhing with virility
Instinct to perpetuate,
To divert mortality
Extend our soul beyond
Anticipation of a reward so pleasing
Inhibitions ensnaring us like shackles
Unrelenting urge to quench, to gratify
The all consuming senses of the primitive.
And I remain, drenched in the
excess of every movement
Serenity in this repetition
Within the peace of this meditation
Convergence of spirit and the physical
Achievement of pure integration
No longer distorting my true self
The expression of my soul.
(Love, )I'll get through this
if you stand at my side.
Alone, this fear across me
it shall never subside.
Gray skies have been broken
(I'll never see the warmth of your eyes)
Cold eyes softly spoken
(Your face forever etched in my mind)
You speak to me in the rhythm
and it waves across the water
You speak to me in ways
that I don't understand
deep inside I hear
every word every way
And after all is lost
I still have my love left inside of me.
I long for your touch
How I need to breathe your breath again
Deep inside me I know I'm not alone
how I cherish your persuasive warmth
This is not what I want life to be
(is there no way we can stop this now)
Having awareness
but no sense of true self
We find ourselves enslaved
in chains of earthly wealth
The unending chatter
that plagues the mind
Confusion will be all that we find
Chaos reigns in an untamed mind.
Fallacies I will disown.
We must quench the yearning
and false desire
Only balance will elevate us higher
We must train the body
and the mind to serve
Envisioning thoughts without words.
Power to create burns within
(All the Jah children)
I am the first until this day unseen
And I search for this light within me
As I turn toward the sky
Seeing a Script of thousand lies,
and in our judgement
we burn the heretics.
Encaged in a world
that fear creates
We must release ourselves and liberate
I am seeking the way...
Enlightened by the cold.
It overcomes the torment.
(What if I could bring it back?)
The slightest touch,
To catch my breath,
to turn it all around.
Inspiration is the light of the mind
Revelation of the meaning behind
Clouds of sacred incense allow us to rise
Cast away!! All our earthly ties!
Smashing through the doors of perception
Realization of a world beyond the tangible
Ancestral wisdom! Timeless Inspiration!
The Mystery of one spirit!
Giver of life
Destroyer of senses
I INVOKE!
I INVOKE!
The sweet taste of self unification
Shot for shot, So Many
blows penetrate me
Embrace me
Tell me stories of golden gods.
With precision in your voice
Pierce the walls that I've built
Your eyes reach deep in me
Take a chance,
Dark star spend
another day with me
In a world of dead surface
that doesn't reflect
The storm underneath
Take the chance
Bring me the calm
...And it leaves nothing
Expose the dark side !!
Aching and emotional !!
Expose the dark side !!
Impossible to tame !!
Away from the light of the sun
Away I find what is really me
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