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You have my mind spinning in confusion,  my heart is slowly cracking  with each moment of silence between us.  So much left unsaid. I don't know if that was for you or me. I feel like I need to be mature and express how I feel , I feel so hard, it hurts.  You must know what this agony is doing to me. .  I hate you. Im starting to really hate you. Why can't you live up to the potential I assumed you could. Your life seems so effortlessly flawless, big house , nice cars , perfect family.  You have it all ,don't you? 
So why did you come into my life? I was fine before you intruded  into my mess.   Yet here I am left with nothing but regret and the ability to express.
©scorpiomom