In the mid of a noisy room,
I laughed myself by overthinking.
It's funny how everyone can be at peace,
While my inner peace is being ruined.
Right now, Idc about metaphors and rhymes.
Because all I think is to express my thoughts,
Before I'll go insane,
Right infront of my family in a dining table.
Tears are filled in my eyes,
As my heart is starting to feel numb.
I want to shout my hatreds,
I want to shout my pains out.
Did I live just to suffer?
I just suffered in my all life.
Start when I was a kid,
'Til I became in a legal age.
I don't even deserve all the pain,
I don't deserved all all these sufferings.
If suicide is not immoral?
I might be as cold as an ice right now.
©aesthetic1
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