I wish I knew how to express my heart,
Right now it just feels to hard to do,
I can't even tell myself that I'm hurting,
How am I ever supposed to tell you,
Somewhere down the lines,
I flicked a switch and turned numb,
When it comes being a puppet,
Right now I'm as real as it comes,
Riding the system of life,
Just going to work and then to bed,
Leaving little to no time,
To be lost to the thoughts in my head,
Though deep down I still feel it,
I know I'm hurting deep down inside,
I just got way to good at pretending,
That it's just to easy for me to hide,
I wish I knew how to express my heart,
I wish there was some way that you knew,
Whats behind this empty face of mine,
But that's something I've forgot how to do.
©justin_ur
J