I'm pondering my life away I have all these questions that will never be answer oh I forgot it nobody checking in once again how have you been my dearest friends....
Now back to question at hand, if you life has no meaning and you mission is all the lessons then why must we endure time and time again why must we repeat that given pain until our soul understands the message if there is no meaning and no reasoning??
maybe it's me .maybe it the universe I have no clue this is what I have learned you spend all you life away learning the lessons that make you a better person, you must endure pain getting greater with each passing course...
in my heart, in my soul, even in my simple mind my opinion is the courses that teaches the lessons are just a distraction they never matter becoming a better your happens from within side you..
did you ask me how did you ask why, well let me explain my ideology...
see it starts before your born you are energy that has been here longer then you will ever know..
when you are born when you take. your very first breath the course begins it's like our little bodies have a sensor that is triggered the moment the doctor slaps your ass...
through your life little as you might think, you are given what I call crash course, now don't take much alarm these are the tricks that make you think there is a reasons...
with each crash course your given your guaranteed a whole lot of pain..
pain that you will feel you can't hear pain that will hurt like hell, and you are surely going to learn see our bodies are built to fight effection to block out a the bad pain is an effection that is bad for you and your body will no the next time to fight that bad that why your pain gets greater each time..
as you become the person you eventually become the person that will please your sights and your heart you will have the greatest challenge of all that would be the death of you...
I know it's hard to understand or believe but you crash course doesn't end with the death of you physical body your life isn't over your just dead to the people with blood, skin,and bones...
I was told in a dream it's just the other side sort of like stepping over a crack, it's called a different plane of existence to us once you are over the crack and made to you destination your course will begin with a when new twist this course will not be about pain it will not be on endurance your course will be all about how to survive how to make your energy live..
this will teach you about all the different foods you can feed your soul...
see on our plane which is the lowest you can go we are just learning the basic essentials the elementary of your life.
the next one up is survival the two more levels after that the crash course will teach you patience virtue and the last will teach you how to be humble and have common consideration it will teach you how to really love with your heart and not your mind that's what makes you blind when your finished sh with the lessons your still just an energy that makes a soul that became the person that was you I. the end your finally ready to make you way to a place were maybe you will have learned all you need to know who knows I'm blind on that to...
Angela Oaks
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