Please God
Take my pain away
No matter how hard I try
I just can't contain
The rising tides in my mind
Deeper and deeper I go
Trying to hold back tears
I'm stuck right
In the middle
Of the eye of a storm
Ive boarded my windows
As clouds start to form
What's my purpose?
Why was I born?
I built a dam
For these raging rivers
That now begin to flow
The raft I'm on is deflating
Pain I'm in
Debilitating
I've lost my grip
I can no longer hold on
Memories keep creating
Water reserves overflow
I'm the only one who knows
Please wash away
Those ugly words
that crowd my soul
I pretend
I am loved
That someone cares
But No one
throws me a life jacket
This time
I'm paralyzed
By my fears
As I drown
In my tears
Of my own
Tropical storm
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