They all knew me as the girl with the biggest smile,
the one with the consistent energy
the one who can take it all
what they didnt know was i was dying inside
palpitations i was gasping for air,
heart weeping
in need of resuscitation of the soul
They all assumed i was fine
i always looked fine
i was at war with myself, everyday
something inside me died then
it has never returned.
©mayalinah
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