I put my head down in shame,
Knowing that I am the one to blame.
He never really loved me, but I pushed him some more.
His words, I tried to ignore.
I couldn't accept the facts that a man like him would never love me.
So I danced around his reasons, and he just wanted to be free.
How dare I, laugh in his face of confusion.
How dare him, feed me the illusions.
I know i could have fought harder and become something he would of loved.
But then that wasn't me, and to myself it just isn't enough.
So now i face my biggest nightmare.
Hearing him tell me that it was all a game and that he never really cared.
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