Never thought that I can feel this low.
I just wish that my face did not show.
Every tear that I cried, I cried for you.
Every lie that I had said, was never true.
I did all this and more for you.
Quite the liar I was, but I loved you.
Holding on to what I thought was true.
When you met me, you knew what kind of woman I was.
But you decided to use me to your advantage, would you call that love?
I was a lover, not a fighter, and you pulled whatever strings you had to.
You left me with not a choice, to be untrue.
I grasped at whatever straws I had to.
But still, you hit me hard without any clue.
The next thing I had realized,
Was you only loved me to make me lie.
Now I am facing my judgment days.
You never changed your ways.
Another woman is going through the same thing that you put me through.
For your sake, she lied, cheated and has been untrue.
I know because I have been there before.
She will live through your painful war.
I know because I have been there before.
©terrylin53
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