Lost, bewildered and uncertain are terms that might explain what am going through
But pretending that everything is okay is something I don't really do . For too long I have wallowed and pondered my worthless life, hoping that one day I will leave free of all this fear and strife.
Tortured , bruised and left for dead is usually how I remain
When these feelings inside of me I fail to restrain...
So tell me
Is it a crime to fall in love?
Could it be that most are wrong when they say it's a gift from above ?
whatever the case, one thing is for sure, am done dealing with this myth they call "Love".
And so I I begin to see that what I felt is starting to fade as time goes by ……
It's Hard to grasp what am going through, seems like my
Heart has been drilled through
I feel no pain
Take no pleasure
Flashbacks about what happened bring even more displeasure
You thought I wouldn't break free from the bonds you had tied me with
Thinking I couldn't live without you when I actually could has been my greatest sigh of relief .
so chapters closed, no turning back now
Because you kept hurting me and that's something I couldn't allow
Making this bold move is something my heart and I debated, but I guess that the fact still remains
What I felt for you has surely faded……🍃🍃🍃
©henryjr
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