I see you.
do you notice?
my eyes linger as you walk by.
a sentimental stare.
knowing I could never tell you bye.
but want you immensely.
and need you blindly.
in dreams I get carried away.
the scent of your brunette hair.
porcelain skin so soft the angels noticed.
yet I fantasize.
a night with you.
a dream where all I do is think about you.
yet I fade.
like a drug.
getting high just to near you.
trying to daydream.
somehow wish for sleep.
lost in romance novels and poetry conceived by dreams.
knowing the ideal thought of you is too great to waste.
yet your blue eyes drown me just to see.
trying to pull myself up.
but you are still gravity to me.
yet the center of the universe became jealous of me.
yet I wanted it to be just you and me.
yet something I thought was just meant to be.
yet I fade.
in spite of me.
©darkmocha
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