It's Christmas day
Please god
Take this pain away
These thoughts in my head
Telling me
I'm better off dead
God I see the beauty
All around
But I can't touch it
Or feel it
How family around
Can trigger
A place so deep down
That you've
Time traveled to the past
Where hurts are planted
Dreams don't last
Innocence was killed
Memories die fast
Why do those ghosts haunt me ?
Why do memories taunt me?
I know
Just like then
And now
No one was there
To save me
But me
I embrace
That little girl
Cradle her
in my arms
Tell her
It's not her fault
You are loved
As she dies
Once again
Then fades
into the dark
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