fading

when I look at you.
the world seems to quiet.
suddenly my eyes have their eye candy.
a twinkle of admiration.
fore I barely exist.
going in and out, in and out.
suddenly my heart is no fool.
falling in the bottomless.
the intoxicated softness.
my lips glued to you like a canvas.
my touch drunk to you like wine.
your body is inevitable.
a landscape with no matter of time.
my fingers traced you as if forever is not enough.
every shape every kiss like a drug to me.
you're my personal brand of heroin but Edward Cullen said it best.
my caresses they toy with you.
they play their own little game.
the taste sweet fore I can never stop and feel ashamed.
yet to fall for you is to disappear entirely almost completely.
yet you make love to my ghost every night hoping the warmth is not a scar between your thighs.
but tattoo of me of some kind.
yet no time isn't enough.
forever isn't enough.
do I chose to fade or kiss what's in-between?
the vulnerability.
your moans.
your screams.
do I chose to fade or to love?
let me tear at the seams?
yet we lay here kissing touching.
there is no night.
love has made us oblivious to everything.
©darkmocha