Once upon a time there was a child who happen to be a girl who was scared to death, A little ball of nerves walking on her toes trying not to slide on the make believe ice..
So she ventured out set on finding a place where she could hide, hide her fears, hide her tears, rest her feet, and calm her nerves..
On a day like no other when the scare of the fear got the best of her.
she found a spot right under her own house made of concrete it was her fortress and this is where she learned to dream
learn to live inside her own mind learned she could write a whole new story and this is just what this scared little girl did, where she ran every time she got scared..
She wrote a whole new book with a story playing inside her head where she never left...
there was a prince who come charging in on a big white horse just for her he came to her rescue..
taking her away from all things that made her shake taking away her fears relieving her toes of their weight..
What a shame this little girl had to learn about fear at such a young age..
As this child grew to be a girl the fear remained she just became a girl who was trying her best just to hide the shame of having a fear that would not go away
then She grew into a woman grew and she was still scared that did not change but she gained alot of knowledge and she gained alot of baggage
She took all her precautions the girl who is now a woman still walks on her toes, still scared to death, still a ball of nerves, with no one to care with no one to trust with skin that has become tough and the concrete still exsist
only now its in front of her heart there is no more bonds to be bonded to she is giving up on her tale she turned into a story that only existed in her head
She is setting out on a journey where she has to rescue herself, learn to trust once again learning to trust herself where where there is no prince who will come charging in on a horse that don't exsist..
Down this path she goes to a land unknown made just for queens not knowing which way to go the child that became girl who grew to be the woman she is now has nothing in her mind but a dream with a fairy tale ending to go by now she grows so weary for the land in which she speaks does not seem to be a land thats known not in the world she lives in...
Angela Oaks
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