You see the smile,
the one on my face?
Little do you know,
that it is fake.
You hear my laugh?
Well that's also fake.
I do it all,
just for my sake.
I cant let anyone know,
the pain I am suffering from.
Cuz I know they will try to help,
and I am just done.
I'm sick and tired of being fake.
I wanna be myself.
But I know that won't happen,
because I have to be someone else.
Until I get the surgery,
I must stay sad,
because I won't be my true self,
and that's just bad.
Bad for me,
and for my peers.
It's not healthy for me,
all I can do is shed some tears.
©noah_law18
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