"What is love?" I found myself asking,
Is it to hurt others & break their heart I start thinking.
Because now in this world I rarely see true love,
For most people it is a plaything, is that what love.
My mind is filled with doubts,
And in past for my love I also fought.
But I stand alone now, is that why I fall in love for,
Maybe my life is a joke & it is something people can laugh upon.
I hate it, damn, I hate it so much,
This suffocation & this loneliness I can't handle it for long much.
I thought I tried my best to keep her happy,
But I think my best was not enough for her to be happy.
She just played me around & I was an idiot to not understand that,
But I was blinded in love & then she left me when I least expected that.
Why, why I deserve this? What was my mistake?
To trust & fall in love was that a mistake I made.
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