I smoke up, get drunk and the colors fade
I have these cries of pain
get by with fake smiles I mascaraed
they love to watch me bleed
they love to hear me scream
but they hate what's inside of me
fakes smiles hide the monsters inside
fake smiles cover the demons I hide
they don't know all the nights that I cry
I let go of the dreams that I had
I let go all things that I hold back
I show fake smiles but I hide all the tears inside
©deadly
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