fake smiles across my lips
fake smiles is all I give
it's hard and I don't wanna fucking live
fake smiles and evil gifts
fake smiles is how I live
I'm tired and I don't wanna deal with this
I don't know why I feel this way
I know that I fuck up every day
I'll go and I hope that it's all okay
I don't know what you want from me
I don't know what you want me to say
I cut up bleed out and it all goes gray
©deadly
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