there's this constant ache in my chest.
nagging yet warm fuzzing it sends a chill down my arm.
you always on my mind.
I make up excuses just to talk to you.
just to feel your presence.
sometimes I wanna eat you up.
feel you on my skin.
I look at your pictures unable to look away.
looking at them possessively longingly wanting you to near me.
at night I can't sleep wondering if or when you ever think about me.
whether or not the ache is consistent and you long for me too?
I toss and turn tortured by the thought of my subconscious telling me we're never going to be together.
yet this hurts me like kryptonite but am I really your Superman?
or am I just believing in love so blindly?
yet I clutch my pillow biting at the threads as I always want to feel your memory even if I'm dead.
I don't want to lose you.
yet when I say it there's no reply.
are you my Lois Lane or am I Superman flying as I'm falling, the fallen with no time to fly?
yet you are still freshly on my mind.
I wake up it's past 1:00 edging on twilight and my lonely mind linger to you but am I the only one?
©darkdeity
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