Between the constant pain and the insistent buzzing in my brain.
It makes it hard to stay sane.
I know all I do is complain.
You would too if you felt the same.
Sometimes I feel so fucking lame.
I hope that when I'm gone you listen to these words I wrote for you.
I don't want you to forget my name.
I want to know I lived for something.
That things weren't just fucked right from the start.
I've been seeking shelter.
My compass is broken and I don't know where to go.
I'm needing to escape life's helter skelter.
I was separated from peace long ago.
My sanity is losing it's hold.
Won't you warm my freezing abandoned heart?
Someone tossed it out into the snow.
This life isn't always about reaping what you sow.
I've fallen apart.
All the kings men couldn't put me back together.
My once hardened shell now shattered by a feather.
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