When the beast in me emerges.
It's hard for me to control my urges.
He is so disgraceful and disappointing.
He arrives usually with no warning.
I hold myself together while on the inside the beast is full of rage.
I still want to love but he wants to harm.
To expell him from me I would give my right arm.
He's just a monster.
Always heckling me.
I'm a fallen star.
That's the reality.
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