What I felt for you my love
Was intensively strong and
I don’t know whether to be
Happy or disappointed about it
With fear enough to overwhelm the most delicate
Sometimes I wonder what happened to
“Us against the world!” you whispered one lovely night
Slowly turning to a fairytale
Everything seems to be crumbling down
Don’t know whom to save, you or I…
Being in the dark is the worst!
Could almost feel trembling clouds of darkness over me
As I am eagerly waiting for the sunshine
Sunshine that I thought you’d be, as to lighten up my path
As to fill the dark void caused by sorrowful events
But it’s more like the seasons changing
Autumn to Winter would most likely be…
See, I always knew that this would happen, but
I never thought it’d be this soon!
I genuinely loved you, couldn't you...?
For now my aspirations are giving up my hope
The wait and patience are losing their scope, You never change!
The existence of living is forcing me to rebel
Constant conflicts atwixt my emotions that never rest
The horizon has been set ablaze tonight!
I don’t get it, why me?
Am I under the cast of a spell…?I should think so
Brittleness of heart wants to yearn
But all that’s left now is just a millions of pieces
Pieces that can fit through a needles' eye
My mind is feeling numbness to stay
My eyes are reflecting the blazing skyline
My heart is to be set on burn
My legs can’t take another fall for you
My love is slowly fading, as you gaze somewhere else…
Though a lot has happened
But the chapter that you and I had written
Will forever be preserved!
For it is the best lesson life has ever tought me
Should history repeat itself, It would be the very end…!
©Nkosinathi
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