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falling down

I stand on the edge of the cliff with my pain weighing me down
I feel numb all around
I can't even cry anymore
I'm not even sure what I'm living for
when they walked out the door
that hit me to the core
my spirit fell on the floor
there's nothing more
its the same as before
they don't even care about me anymore
Time to see If I can fly
just wanting to die
my thoughts and feelings awry
I keep falling but nobody is there to tell me goodbye
I know I'm a good guy
wow, I'm up really high
Nobody cares enough to catch me
nobody nearby
I'm nearly at the ground
feeling unsound
trying my best to fly
realizing I don't really want to die
wishing I never jumped
wishing I could stay
I yell and I scream
and just before I die I say
"you'll remember me today"
©sadpoet