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falling in love with a friend

she said don't fall but I did fall straight off the bridge she said it's gonna hurt yet it did an still does she said she has her ways an yet she does yet I love all of them I fell in love so deep for a friend she makes me feel complete it's scary it hurts me yet I want an wanted more an I'm still hurting I'm still crying I wanted to hold her I wanted to kiss her yet she's adorable to me these feeling I wish on nights I could drink them away even when another girl is staring at me I can only think of you as you are all I ever wanted I feel completed by the aura of you the way you laugh smile you feel my heart soul an spirit with joy I think of you an I feel the warmth of everything you do from your desirable frustrations to your little smart remarks to your beautiful smile to your subdue childish yet pure sadness everything you do is beautiful an desirable to me love yet we are just friends but I dream of us being so much more my love
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