I feel the wind against my face as I shake,
Closer to the edge I quiver each step that I make,
What will be at stake? Is what I'm feeling right now fake? Did I finally come to my surrender and mentally break? Where will I end up after these steps I overtake, how do I make this dream disappear will I be able to wake.
The sensation of this fear seems to real to be fake..
I step one foot closer to the end of the ledge. Can almost look down at what's below. What happened to force such a dream to show? What if im not sleeping will anybody know? Where I am or how I've come so low? My anxieties and fears i feel overflow, and another step is taken bringing me ever closer to believe I've finally let go...
No place left but down as another breeze touches my face, my heart begins to beat rapid and race, to late to turn back now, with so little time for me to brace. Will this be. the solution to it all? Is this really the ending I'll no longer halt and stall? I begin to feel tears as I start to bawl, and accept what has become my last curtain call, my skin starts to crawl before I give in to it all and release from my body as I find peace and fall...
©justin_ur
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