The feeling of falls is the best. I love the feeling when you have the window open and the brave hit your face. The feeling of freedom. The same feeling when I express myself drove. The tree is blowing. The leaf is changed just like a feeling. Hopefully, this feeling will stay. But nothing last forever. Only motion and fears. Feeling lost within myself. Hopefully, I will find the answer within myself. I wonder if is there more out there. Because right now I am stuck in time. Need to break free from my feelings. To be that person for me and no one else. I do a lot. But nothing that going to take out the person within me. Only I can take her out. But she is deep down lost in herself. She just wants to feel this feeling forever. The same feeling you feel when the breeze hit your face. One touch of freedom in yourself. That is what fall does to me. Make me feel again. You took a piece of me that was so special to me. You never gave it back. You put me in a place that I will never go there again. You took Summer away from me. Now it is just me and falls. Because the sun means bright days. I still looking for the sun. It is hard to see yourself. When there is a cloud over your head. Now my days are nights. Nights calm me. But the day remains for me. Hope one day I can step out and feel the breeze on my face. I can say I am free. I don't ever have to look back. Ask me where I go here. Because I already know the answer. But do I have the straight to do it? Only tomorrow knows.
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