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(FALSE) APOLOGY

(FALSE) APOLOGY

I came to an acceptance. 

What I did was wrong

For every derogatory accusation 

That slipped from my lips. 

I was being crazy NOT you being manipulative. 

I sit here.

My mind is a whirlwind. 

I deserved all the sleepless nights 

staying up crying. 

I guess I was just lonely.

It was all my fault.

I couldn’t keep my mouth shut.

I let it all come out. 

I loved you,

I wanted to be good enough.

That was very selfish of me. 

Will you accept my apology? 

By: Kaylee Johnson
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