Obsessed with love
Tranquilized in fear of losing it
An elixir of control and panic is all I need
My wandering thought wonders into those eyes
The feeling exotic and intoxicating
Can't help feeling it's mutual, but is it?
Am I making a spectacle of a fantasy untold
This can't be the reason l left my wild horse
In the thought of you not liking the wild boss
I couldn't make a quick flame yet my soul is bedridden
With passion, fire of love, fear of hate
It's all coming down to a civil war within the surface
I know am not perfect nor your dream prince
But have there been really a moment you cared?
Don't answer love, cause I wouldn't want to know.
Maybe am okay in between the doubt
Maybe am okay standing in the midst of the dice
It's still killing me knowing I always lied to myself
FAREWELL DEAR LOVER OF MINE!!!!!!!!!
©excellency
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