Father God
There's no doubt
In my mind
That your the Creator
Of all that exists
And I can't deny
I'm your child
But this calling on my life
Is tearing me apart
Braking me in side
I should be greatful
For this purpose
This mission
On earth
But Lord
I Feel as though
This privilege
Has become such a curse
I can't run
I can't deny
This walk with Christ
The tug on my heart
I'm breaking within
The Holy Spirit
Convicts to repent
Daily, nighty,
I can't help but fight me
Flesh and spirit
Lord Jesus Christ
What is you purpose
For my life
Except my name
Blood stained
In the book of life
I need Devine reason
To continue breathing
Otherwise
To me
I'm just a waist of life
Doing time
Until I rest in peace
Of Jesus Christ arrives
For the second time
Sincerely
your child, your solider, you warrior.
I love you Lord
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