I feel so tired that I can barely breathe
My burdensome thought has made me weak
My nightmares won't let me sleep
My tongue feels heavy
And tooth ache won't let me speak
I wonder when this stress would set me free
I feel exhausted, tired and drained
I can't feel my brain
I wish my heart would go on a break
No beating, no loving, no pumping.
I try to walk away from this stress
But I can't take a step
Because I can't feel my legs
I am paralyzed and i can't feel my nerves
like I carry the weight of the world on my chest
My soul is tired and my body is weak
My spirit is ennui and my mind is sick
My stress have brought injuries
And the wound is deep
I am too tired to figure out how I feel
Fatigue brought procrastination
Procrastination brought frustration
Frustration brought stress
Now I am a beautiful mess
I no longer have friends
No matter how much I try to give
I end up giving less
But nevertheless,
I won't give in to stress
I won't be the architect of my own death
©bells
B