I cannot explain to u
how much I don't want to get home
I know what would happen
as soon as I enter the door
so I'm staying at the door now
not wanting to go in
with anxiety and fear
of all the toxicity, it will
ruin my night again
and will cause me bad thoughts
oh gosh I'm so scared
that they will find me though
I wanna hide so much
at least for a day
and run far away
far from my pain
so I'm staying now at the door
afraid to enter
I will hope for the best
I hope nothing bad will happen
no bad thoughts for this night
©teodoraa
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