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fear

Everybody says they want love
But what does that really mean
Are they in love with reality
or are they just in love with them dream
That's spoken into their reality
For example with me, I don't know what it
Really means to love and be loved truly
And ginuwinely but I guess that all stems
From my fear of the could or couldn't be
Because of my own eternal maskings
And mental scarings of what used to be
That hindering me from really stopping
To see what is out there for me
But I guess my mental scarings are just to deep
And submerged in emptiness and grief
To see what's real and what's fantasy
©kingdee