I don't want to feel anger but anger is all I feel.I have lost so abruptly and I don't know how to heal. you took my little angel and left me feeling bad. you took what heart I had left you've almost drove me mad. loss is what I feared and my fear is what you gave. I'm told it was for a purpose and that I have to be brave. I'm told you love me and that you won't give me more than I can bare. I don't know how to love you cause what you took is so unfair. I'm left wondering if your real how could you be so bold. Deep down I pray you are so one day in heaven my child I'll get to hold.
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