I see you looking at me
I think about what you see
Am i reflection of your insecurity
Are you having trouble opinions of my life
Or are you thinking bad of me
Don't challenge me in a battle for i will win
You don't understand things and when been
I went to war with some dangerous things
Spent many times with thoughts in my head
Fought with them so many time i cant tell you
But fears don't show cause it will show weakness in me
And i can't have this you see
Ive made heartache my lover
As chaos filled my soul
Never knowing if i would be able to keep control
So i say to you if you will
Challenge me it not a big deal
If you win this i don't know
But promise this i never let fear get ahold
Beat me down
Break my soul
Inflict pain be on control
Spread the this all over town
I will hold my head up you wont drag me down
©tinamarie
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