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fear of love and fear of rejection

Fearful to love in order not to get hurt or hurt the other party.
Fearful of love because I don't want to feel rejected ever.
Do I keep this way? I ask my heart ❤!
As days pass and leaves fall before blooming again, I almost want to love and hope my love also blooms again and that my wounds heal like they never were stabbing before.
I long your warm hugs but afraid to get used to it before you move on when you realize all the work that comes with loving me.