You said you fear it,
You said you fear losing me,
You said you just want to be friends,
And not a fucking rebound
Yet,
Now i cant stop and think,
That what you really meant,
Was actually the opposite...
You block me from your status,
Posting some shit on it then.
You get into a relationship with me,
Only to leave me the next day?
You stop talking to me,
Or was that the plan all along?
Somehow i cant wrap my head around it
I cant get it through this thick scull of mine,
That i was,
Indeed used by the person i call my best friend
Now I am very glad,
That i kept it to myself.
That i never told you,
What little know about me.
I am very fucking glad,
I never told you,
You would've just left earlier.
I need you to be real with me,
Do you still care, and love me
As the best friend
I was?
©bekkie
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