I’m smiling, making jokes, hanging out with my friends,
but the pain inside me seems to be a thing that never ends.
I’m actually perfectly fine around everyone, yet I have been crying at night.
I feel lost, drowned in my mind, and far from the light.
I’m tired of nothing and everything. I’m really exhausted,
feeling anxious, sad despite my tries searching for the light, I’m lost.
I want to work through these feelings and find bright moments ahead.
I want to do activities I enjoy and forget about all of this, but I feel like only staying in bed.
They say that whatever happens, life goes on.
Yes, I know that, but it’s just not the same anymore.
Take me back to the time I was just a happy kid,
when life seemed gorgeous and easy, and enjoying everything is what I only did.
~h.b
©h.b_poetry
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